
Because I just don't know.
Hey, look a calendar. Okay. So it's barely Thursday.
Routines are good. They remind of where you are going to be on a given day.
Only, when something messes up the routine ~ there's mental chaos.
I will not make light of my kid's fever. He's miserable.
Therefore... I am miserable.
I am living through the moments. Recounting what I can remember.
As it seems the week is more than half over and I missed it.
The thermometer thing - that's getting old. (he's nearly 11, yes orally)
He's too sick to eat - how disappointing (I'm too tired to cook anyway)!
Jeffrey may have only had carrots and milk for dinner - oh, he had ranch dressing too.
At 5'-1' sick kid is curled in a ball on the couch - poor little guy.
Now his throat hurts and he can't swallow tiny fever reducer/pain relievers - the liquid made him gag (and... ack. me too).
He is worried that his spelling words are still at school - I email his teacher; she's proud of his dedication.
What now ... freaky dreams; he refuses audibly to go with me - fears that I'm taking him to an undisclosed location - he doesn't remember the next morning.
Such empathy from his little brother - this is so rare, I watch - amazed (until my eyes slam shut from lack of sleep).
Sleep patterns ... what patterns? He's awake from 4am - 7am; nice nap on the couch at noon though.
Workout? What workout - I don't even know which direction to turn today; last I heard it was left... but that was yesday, no Tuesday.
Somewhere between then and now Monday became . . . um.
What day is it again?

I feel for you kiddo.
ReplyDeleteHave to get out this weekend and enjoy one of tha last sunny warm weekends for a while.
Be thinking happy thoughts for you
Vinnie